Somehow the first time we see, touch, experience, taste, do, or accomplish something is the time we remember most. As a parent, especially being a Mother I get to be around to witness my baby girls firsts. Well, at least in her childhood years. (I mean it wasn't like my Mom was standing next to me when I had my first kiss.)It is pretty incredible how we all start out as a tiny baby so pure, innocent, and dependant on our parents for our well being. We are born, and open our eyes for the first time, we ride in a car, we smile, we laugh, we cry, we feel an array of emotions...the list goes on and on. I know there will be times when Jayna asks me about things, and whatever I say will be her first knowledge of the topic. I pray that I will have wisdom as she grows to know what to say. And I pray that can I act in such a way that she will look to me as an example that will help her with some of her firsts.
I remember the first time Jayna had tears, when she smiled, when she cooed, and it will continue...last night I was changing her diaper, her change table is fun time for her and I. I take my time and I talk and sing to her and kiss her, rub her tummy, and look right into her eyes. This time is my most precious time with Jayna. She looks right back into my eyes, and smiles, and tests out her voice in the cutest tones my ears have ever heard! And last night....she laughed! Twice! I was so shocked, I couldn't believe it! I started to laugh too, and I wanted to cry because I thought it was so amazing. She is literally growing up before my eyes, and so quickly. I am cherishing these moments, each day with her is truly a precious gift. I love you Jayna Joy. You really are my JOY!
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